Monday, July 21, 2008

Which is which?

Otto: Which is better?

Grey: Which is which?

Otto: Imagination or Reality?

Grey: I don't have the answer....

Otto: But which one is better?

Grey: What is the difference..... both of them are not permanent anyway....

Otto: Reality changes, even when you don't want it to. Imagination is forever, if you wish it to be.

Grey: I have never heard of an Imagination that could last forever.... nope, no that one....

Otto: Reality has rules which you must abide, like gravity or distance or time. Imagination is far and wide, vast as you want it to be or as small as you dream.

Grey: A person ability to imagine depends on his or her ability to perceive the reality world.....like having a clock with no time is shown.....if reality has rules to abide than the imaginative world has the rule of possibility of untrue events in the reality world, in which guided by the law of the universe. Just mathematical perception for the unknown.

Otto: People who live in their imaginative world are often misunderstood. They're called mad because they choose to live in imagination constantly. In fact they often are happiest people in their worlds. There they are winners, successful, rich, wanted and loved. Reality is opposite.

Grey: People who live in the reality world love to see the differences in everything and not so much on similarity. You and I are no exceptions.

Otto: Which is more powerful?

Grey: Which is which?

Otto: A person who is real or a person who can imagine?

Grey: Can you even ask a question like that.....

Otto: Why not?

Grey: Aren't we human are capable of both....

Otto: We are all buying time, aren't we?

Grey: I am not even wanna start with time thingy just yet.....

Otto: So which is more powerful?

Grey: To think of oneself that could fly into the clouds with wings of an angel, then reach out to kiss the sunshine and turn around to give a the largest smile to the world ...... can more powerful than......... waking up to a 9 to 5 job, greet and serve your masters well and you can ensure rewarding materialistic world to live in the future, that could serve as the single most pleasurable motive for every single being that are still able to breathe well today..... dammit. Stop confusing me.

Otto: Why?

Grey: I dunno. I really do not know. Let me ask you one question.....

Otto: ok

Grey: Do you believe in ghost?

Otto: no

Grey: Nevermind..... just pretend you do.

Otto: Why?

Grey: Just pretend, Godammit...... ok. You are all alone in this dark room somewhere in the middle of desert. It is all dark and scary. Then you can hear mumbling voice of the most errie sounds around your ears. Anyone in this situation should be frighten, right?. ok. Which one is scarier..... a ghost that suddenly appear in front of you........ or a ghost that you cannot see at all, that you have to make up something in your mind...... Now answer to your own question of which one is more powerful; reality or imagination.

Otto: I'm listening to Joni Mitchell and Bob Dylan. Very good.

Grey: Well. great. I got to go too. I got a date with Bob Marley and the Wailers......


Conversation that I never saw it coming.....


GreyBoy

Saturday, July 19, 2008

Society Shaping....

I have not gone out for the last couple of days.....
I know.... I am down with a flu and sore throat....
One thing for sure....
I am more sick with the world outside....

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

Today.... yes.... today....

This will be the very first time I actually write something....
I meant serious writing....

Today.... yes..... today..... I have decided.

I know I have not been updating this blog for some time.....
but I just needed some time to rest.....

before the next journey.....

Today I have fully decided to give up......
whatever I have owned..... whatever I have earned..... whatever I have learned.....

I have decided they are not important to me anymore....

but....

there still be something I could not let go fully....

human are emotional creatures.... and always tend to hold onto things.....

I will be giving up my life in the city.... giving up my money.....

to pursue something different..... very different.....
I will not hold back any longer....

and I don't know if there any happy ending to it.....

but I need try ..... I need to believe...... I need.....



I have searched for so many miles..... have gone so far....
and I am not afraid..... to nake these changes.....
changes means progress.....

I am so glad that my family is supporting me from the back....

I decided to follow my heart....
and they understood.

I have only two months more before major changes happen.
I am going to miss this place.....

It is the safest place for me..... a place where I could feel life fully.....
This is also the place I found my another self......

Today I'll write a poem.....

"This is the place I sleep....."
"This is the place I woke up every morning...."
"This is the place I healed my wound...."
"from everyday's battle...."
"I am going miss this familiar scent...."
"these colors on the wall..... "
"and all the tiny messages I hid everywhere...."
"Today I am still here...."
"Tomorrow I'll be gone....."


GreyBoy