Life As a Moocher.....

GreyBoy

VODKA

it's been almost six weeks.... today
Vodka passed away on 27th Sept 2008....
I was holding him on my arm....
when he took his last breath.....


Nothing have been more painful than this....


Boy, my next art project is dedicated to you......
(Boy = Vodka's nickname)



Called : THE BABOON HOUSE


























Boy....
Remember than I used to always call you "monkey"!


GreyBoy

Life Around the Clock.....

"Albert Einstein once explained the principle of relativity by saying, "When a man sits with a pretty girl for an hour, it seems like a minute. But let him sit on a hot stove for a minute -- and it's longer than any hour. That's relativity...."





GreyBoy

The Resurrection of Fenris by Dennis McNett

For me, this is the best way to celebrate ART.....

GreyBoy

Which is which?

Otto: Which is better?

Grey: Which is which?

Otto: Imagination or Reality?

Grey: I don't have the answer....

Otto: But which one is better?

Grey: What is the difference..... both of them are not permanent anyway....

Otto: Reality changes, even when you don't want it to. Imagination is forever, if you wish it to be.

Grey: I have never heard of an Imagination that could last forever.... nope, no that one....

Otto: Reality has rules which you must abide, like gravity or distance or time. Imagination is far and wide, vast as you want it to be or as small as you dream.

Grey: A person ability to imagine depends on his or her ability to perceive the reality world.....like having a clock with no time is shown.....if reality has rules to abide than the imaginative world has the rule of possibility of untrue events in the reality world, in which guided by the law of the universe. Just mathematical perception for the unknown.

Otto: People who live in their imaginative world are often misunderstood. They're called mad because they choose to live in imagination constantly. In fact they often are happiest people in their worlds. There they are winners, successful, rich, wanted and loved. Reality is opposite.

Grey: People who live in the reality world love to see the differences in everything and not so much on similarity. You and I are no exceptions.

Otto: Which is more powerful?

Grey: Which is which?

Otto: A person who is real or a person who can imagine?

Grey: Can you even ask a question like that.....

Otto: Why not?

Grey: Aren't we human are capable of both....

Otto: We are all buying time, aren't we?

Grey: I am not even wanna start with time thingy just yet.....

Otto: So which is more powerful?

Grey: To think of oneself that could fly into the clouds with wings of an angel, then reach out to kiss the sunshine and turn around to give a the largest smile to the world ...... can more powerful than......... waking up to a 9 to 5 job, greet and serve your masters well and you can ensure rewarding materialistic world to live in the future, that could serve as the single most pleasurable motive for every single being that are still able to breathe well today..... dammit. Stop confusing me.

Otto: Why?

Grey: I dunno. I really do not know. Let me ask you one question.....

Otto: ok

Grey: Do you believe in ghost?

Otto: no

Grey: Nevermind..... just pretend you do.

Otto: Why?

Grey: Just pretend, Godammit...... ok. You are all alone in this dark room somewhere in the middle of desert. It is all dark and scary. Then you can hear mumbling voice of the most errie sounds around your ears. Anyone in this situation should be frighten, right?. ok. Which one is scarier..... a ghost that suddenly appear in front of you........ or a ghost that you cannot see at all, that you have to make up something in your mind...... Now answer to your own question of which one is more powerful; reality or imagination.

Otto: I'm listening to Joni Mitchell and Bob Dylan. Very good.

Grey: Well. great. I got to go too. I got a date with Bob Marley and the Wailers......


Conversation that I never saw it coming.....


GreyBoy

Society Shaping....

I have not gone out for the last couple of days.....
I know.... I am down with a flu and sore throat....
One thing for sure....
I am more sick with the world outside....

Today.... yes.... today....

This will be the very first time I actually write something....
I meant serious writing....

Today.... yes..... today..... I have decided.

I know I have not been updating this blog for some time.....
but I just needed some time to rest.....

before the next journey.....

Today I have fully decided to give up......
whatever I have owned..... whatever I have earned..... whatever I have learned.....

I have decided they are not important to me anymore....

but....

there still be something I could not let go fully....

human are emotional creatures.... and always tend to hold onto things.....

I will be giving up my life in the city.... giving up my money.....

to pursue something different..... very different.....
I will not hold back any longer....

and I don't know if there any happy ending to it.....

but I need try ..... I need to believe...... I need.....



I have searched for so many miles..... have gone so far....
and I am not afraid..... to nake these changes.....
changes means progress.....

I am so glad that my family is supporting me from the back....

I decided to follow my heart....
and they understood.

I have only two months more before major changes happen.
I am going to miss this place.....

It is the safest place for me..... a place where I could feel life fully.....
This is also the place I found my another self......

Today I'll write a poem.....

"This is the place I sleep....."
"This is the place I woke up every morning...."
"This is the place I healed my wound...."
"from everyday's battle...."
"I am going miss this familiar scent...."
"these colors on the wall..... "
"and all the tiny messages I hid everywhere...."
"Today I am still here...."
"Tomorrow I'll be gone....."


GreyBoy

KEN LEE...

Shit.... Fuck..... this is damn trippy music....

GreyBoy

With or without you.....

Jess says : Just dunno why my heart so hurt when i got to know and it hurt so much like i never felt it before. Then i realised that actually i had fallen for you.

Jess says : Do you have or not having the same feeling for me before or never?

Jess says : But no matter what, you have your own life now.

Jess says : Time will pass & heal everything.

Jess says : Thank you for everything that you have done when i needed you the most.

Jess says : Bless you with happiness & you will always be my 'special fren'.



Greyboy says : I am so sorry if I had hurt you....

Greyboy says : Nothing in this world is permanent....

Greyboy says : We are all "eggshells"....

Greyboy says : We are all very fragile people

Greyboy says : Created for a purpose.... but once broken..... we threw it away....

Greyboy says : Thanks for everything.... you were there for me when I needed you too....

Greyboy says : Good bye....





GreyBoy

Who....

Who is going to produce the seeds of love?

How to ...... what!

Bob Marley : Cigarette smoking is gay.....

Background singers : oohhh oohhh oohh ooohhh oohhh.....

I was thinking ....

If today..... god take away all the females....

then....

here shall be no more weed smoking....

in the face of the earth....

I was thinking....

that sounded pretty bad.....

wasn't it.....

pretty bad.....

GreyBoy

Breathe...

I was thinking..... nah..... not really..... not really thinking anything.....

Anyway goodbye.... festouverture....

GreyBoy

Happy Buddha Day.....

GreyBoy : Yo! Good morning....

Buddha : Good morning! How you doing?

GreyBoy : Great.... but haven't really slept for the past 3days....

Buddha : You wanna acquire anything?

GreyBoy : Nah! .... maybe some blessings....

Buddha : Here you go.....

Buddha : When is the last time you spoke to your mum?

GreyBoy : I don't know..... maybe two weeks.... maybe more.....

Buddha : Oh! Alright.... work on it.

GreyBoy : Financial?

Buddha : Very Poor

GreyBoy : No way man.... I am already so poor....

Buddha : That's the way of life.....

GreyBoy : That's alrite.... that one I could comprehend....

Buddha : Good!

GreyBoy : Love? Career? This year....

Budhha : Nothing....

GreyBoy : No results?

Buddha : Nope!

GreyBoy : That one I could comprehend too.... basically you are asking me to continue what I am doing..... smoke weed and do nothing for the rest of the days this year....

Buddha : maybe....

GreyBoy : Oh ok ok .... *blessing received*

Buddha : *big smile*

GreyBoy : Oh yes.... anyway happy birthday to you!

Buddha : Thanks ! ;)

GreyBoy

The Hang Experience....

Apparently I am waking up to hang drum this morn....

GreyBoy

All we need is Love....

What is wrong of being dramatic in life?

GreyBoy

I know....

I know I know.....

I am messy.....

Got to do something about it....

GreyBoy

Yucks....

Dammit.... how did the fucker get into my freezer....


GreyBoy

Free Tibet.....

This is the least I can do....
for now...
Maybe there are more....
can be done...
Maybe....
Let me think first....

Ok....... what next?


GreyBoy

Free Tibet....

I don't know what else can be done....
or how I could contribute....
but I'll start by placing this banner....
my heart goes out to the people of tibet....
freedom don't come without a fight....
funny how it sounded.....
but it's that the least we can hope for....
the cause may be great....
the body and soul may be damaged....
but the desire and dream live on.....
keep believing....
and we will reach there oneday.......
oneday....


GreyBoy

Fishing Fishing Fishing

I went fishing the other day....
I did not get any fish.....
but that's doesn't matter at all.....

GreyBoy

How to spell..... dahy-nuh-fing-gars-sawr-uhs

dahy-nuh-fing-gars-sawr-uhs

(latest Sketch)

GreyBoy

Today.Sky.Driving.Rain.Cock-roach.Metro-City.

GreyBoy

Travis Millard & Mel Kadel Studio Visit....

GreyBoy

Silent.... please

***

How do you say goodbye to someone you cannot imagine living without?

I didn't say goodbye.

I didn't say anything.

I just walked away.

At the end of that night, I decided to take the longest way across the street.

***

I did not write these words myself....

I took it from someone else's blog....

Maybe.... well

I stole it....

but it doesn't matter....

Gangster....

Latest Sketch....

GreyBoy

People often see things they see not so often....

Today.....

And you don't know english ....

GreyBoy

Explosions....

GreyBoy

Radiohead....

radiohead.... tonite!

GreyBoy

I am a nothing.....

Victor: You are a the most selfish bastard in the world....

Victor: You think of yourself and yourself only....

Victor: In your world, that's only one you exist and no others

Victor: You assumed you knew a lot, but you never know how much I knew....

Victor: I have been to the worst in life and learn so much....

Victor: I have done so much in life that you will take a lifetime to comprehend....

Victor: The whole world will it's back on you....

Victor: You smoke and you can't even control your own desire....

Victor: You have no destination.... you have no home.....

Victor: You.... you.... eat shit, sing a song and die....

Me: Victor....

Me: I am nothing....

Me: but I am not a bastard....

Me: feathers....

Me: Victor....

Me: it felt like feathers....

Me: feathers...

Me: like a feather....

Me: Now.... comprehend!

HA HA HA

(Both of us were laughing so loud, so loud that my skies were shaking)

(my head)

Me: Innocence....

Me: Innocence..... victor

Victor: Errr..... what......

Me: Innocence .... it's neither each of us have.....

GreyBoy

Insect....

Tonite I felt like an insect attracted to the lights....

Can you bring me to your beautiful life.....

Can you?

but you are slowly blinding me....

Can you?

tonite

GreyBoy

What is Normal?

Silly Me.....

Please

don't

ask

me

what

is

this

......

...............

GreyBoy

Days We Forgot To Be Like This....

Just

Click

Play

.....

GreyBoy

Last Resolution....

The Canvas Show Part 1

The Canvas Show Part 2

The Canvas Show Part 3

Hey....

Finisto....

GreyBoy