Happy New Year.....

I never really have any new year resolution before....
but this year.....
I am....

My resolution is to tell her I love for the last time....

GreyBoy

....

not fair....

just not fair....

GreyBoy

8 years ago.....

Know what I like about you?

Your sexy smile....

No, wait....

your "cute" laugh....

Hold it,

your passionate kisses....

Changed my mind,

your warmth and caring....

I know,

your sense of humour....

Even better,

your forgiving ways....

Without a doubt,

your gentle touch....

For sure this time,

the way you snuggle....

I mean,

when you whisper in my ear....

Hold on....

now I've got it....

Know what I love most about you?

EVERYTHING!

GreyBoy

Sapphira

bit of drama.... a bit of fairytale....

a bit different....

and I don't know why....

I will always be at your side....

even it rains as cold as ice....

I promise....

I will sit down here....

in this cold mist.....

alright my dear....

Sunshine with bitter rain....

those you can see...

and those you couldn't comprehend....

GreyBoy

For Justice....

Mum: Have you eaten yet?
Me: Not yet....
Mum: Are you coming back home this weekend?
Me: Nope...
Mum: Are you attending the rally?
Me: No....ma, I am not!

*sorry ma, I lied*

I attended the peaceful demonstration today....
I was in the rally today....
not very peaceful at all....
It was raining when I arrive....
then....
It was raining chemical water cannons & tear gases....

*sorry ma, I didn't meant to lie*

I used to love this place a lot.....
I used to be proud of this place....
The place where I was born....
The place I did not choose to come to existance...
but I am....

*sorry ma, that i disappointed you*

Since Marilyn left....

I have never felt the same....

for this place anymore....

She left to find a better place....

than this one....

The place where we were born....

The place we did not choose to come to existance...

but we are....

I didn't choose what she have chosen....

instead....

I choose to continue her legacy....

and that's the only thing....

she left me with....

For Justice!
And for my love...

*sorry ma, that I have to do this*

Mum: Please finish off the soya drinks I bought for you.

Me: I will....
Mum: Ok then, you take care and love you.....

Me: Will do and love you too....

Mum: Bye

Me: Bye....

GreyBoy

Porn Culture

Don't ask me....

Don't ask me....

Don't ask me....

Don't ask me....

Don't ask me....

Don't ask me....

why I put porn culture....

in the background....

of this video....

GreyBoy

blind leading the blind....

What is brightness....

If darkness meant nothing to you....

It was an evening....

To remember!

These colors....

This journey....

We were so young....

and foolish at times....

I am ME !

We still make mistakes...

The Taste of Love....

飛輪海-不會愛

The Days you Choose to Remember.....

She says....

Weather or whether....

Looking out the window,

I see many raindrops....

He is very sad today....

Why is emotion so important anyway?

Today!

I say....

Weather or whether....

Looking out the window,

I see raindrops too....

This frame of picture is not real....

Human are just emotion driven creature....

Would he run a mile,

Just to watch her smile....

Today

I choose weather!

She says....

Hey....

This rain is here to stay....

Loneliness is a role....

one shoose to play....

I can dream a thousand miles

but never see that smile again

whether....

GreyBoy

it's true....

I am dreaming of blues....

so wide so many miles....

so what so many lies....

Just dreaming of you....

Greyboy

Una semana tiene siete dias...

Una semana tiene siete dias....

(One week has seven days...)

sabado....

(saturday....)

me alegra verte....

(I'm happy to see you....)

otra vez....

(again....)

el anochecer....

(when the sun sets....)

generalmente tienen mucho colorido....

(they are usually very colorful....)

yde muchos colores....

(and of many colors...)

me despido....

(I'm saying goodbye....)

hasta la vista!....

(see you again!....)

sabado....

I never could show the other side of me....

I know....

I have nothing to make you stay....

I know....

cause my love aint good enough....

sadly....

I don't have the courage....

to go with you too....

for as we agreed....

things have to turn out....

naturally...

and naturally....

I don't know how to forgive myself....

therefore....

so long my love....

I shall never forget you....

for the rest of my life....

sabado....

As the saying....

"You can't prevent things that you can predict"

but....

Why this heart still ache so much....

(Marilyn came back for a week...)

08.09.07 (sat) ....... 15.09.07 (sat)

Greyboy

Hometown....

Hometown....

(the reminiscene of how my bitch would dreamt about...)

it's been a while....

since I am back...

everything's still....

still the same....

rather?

be on far land....

jamming with me mate...

singing the blues....

or?

chillin out...

at the front porch....

in my hometown....

tortoise....

fishes....

nature...

clouds....

my frangipani....

finally bloom....

it's red...

in color....

so

i took out a bunch....

of letters....

and an old sketchbook....

all the stuff I could find....

sharpen the pencil....

did some sketches....

still.....

staring....

at my bitch....

from a distance....

how soundly asleep....

huh!

dreaming....

i reckoned....

(go home today)

Greyboy

What the ....

What the fuck is wrong with me....

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GreyBoy

Crazy sketching....

Nothing....

Just crazy sketching....

the whole day off....

with loud music....

and the presence....

of you....

(my dinner)

GreyBoy